(via kissmywholeass)
probably the dumbest thing i will ever post on here
but
i just want thighs that don’t touch
or just don’t touch as much………………………
I just honestly hate the fact that my weight controls who I am and I get so self-conscious eating in public and I’m not pretty i’m honestly not. I’ve got too big of a nose, an awkward shaped face, my eyes are crooked and there are so many more things wrong with my body that even IF I can get down to my goal weight, I’m never going to like who I am. Ever. I’m always going to be like I am now, even in my head.
Sigh I can honestly say I’ve thought this exact same thing. But it’s gotten to the point where you know what, who decides what is beautiful? Who’s to say what makes a face an awkward shape or how crooked your eyes are. We’re insecure about our weight and think it’s going to be SO much better once we reach our goal. But we need to realize that it’s not going to fix everything and the main goal is to get healthy. There’s so much more than vanity, so make peace with your body and just focus on loosing weight for the right reasons.
And don’t you dare say you aren’t pretty because you ARE. I promise you <3
I want to loose enough weight to fit back into my favorite pair of pants!! UGH.